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| it has been a long time since the last entry
life has been treating me well
i love my family, i love my friends and of coz i love my hometown
after recharging
i think i am ready for another adventure
life is short, you wont know how long is your life
that's why i need to live my life
fighting for your dream is not selfish
i don't want to feel regret someday, do what you think is right and fight for your dream
and now, i need to fight for my dream
not for my parents, not for my family, not for my relatives
it's for myself !
my dream is not earning a billion dollars like most of the people do in hk
or spending a zillion dollars to buy an apartment or a house in the peak,
no offense, different people have different dreams and things they are fighting for
those things are not my cup of tea
there are lots of people thinking that
Oh you don't have a job ? i am so jealous that you can travel around all the time
i am never a person sitting in a office and work on the paper work, let my boss BS all the time
come on, you don't need to be jealous,
if you want it, GO FOR IT
telling me that , i have a job, i need to return to my family, i need my career, blah blah blah
i know that's the reality, but if the thing u r striving is not your dream, why are you still striving for that ?
people always strive for the wrong thing, they thought this is the thing that they want, in fact, this is not
life is short, let say you live till 60 years old, i am not gonna spend 40 years in my life sitting in the office dealing fighting for the things that are not even mines
work till midnight, work till you get sick, work till you have mental illness
and all these makes you get paid for a certain amount of money
and your boss, is the one who get the huge amount of money, and of coz at the same time, he/she is still the one who is B shitting around, while you are selling your life to the company
i am not saying how amazing my dream is, and i am not saying sth silly or what
it's just my opinion, people might not agree with that, and think i am an idiot or crazy
the thing is, i know what is my dream and i am fighting for it
and mate, what are you doing now ? what is your dream ?
since when you don't know what are you doing, and losing your dream ?
stop whining ! You are the one who made yourself into this situation
there's no such a thing called YOU CAN'T DO IT, or what so ever THIS IS THE REALITY
things everyone doing or agree with might not be right
don't get blind, clear up your mind and FIGHT FOR YOUR DREAM
HOW ABOUT START FROM TODAY ?
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| Love Remains The Same lyrics
A thousand times I’ve seen you standing
Gravity like a lunar landing
Make me want to run till I find you
I shut the world away from here
Drift to you, you’re all I hear
Everything we know fades to black
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
Find the place where we escape
Take you with me for a space
The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I had to find just where you are
The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same
So much more to say
So much to be done
Don’t you trick me out
We shall overcome
So all have stayed in place
We should have had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we’re over here
Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time, too long defending
You and I are done pretending
I never thought that I had anymore to give
Pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change
I, oh I, I
wish this could last forever
I, oh I, I
As if we could last forever
Love remains the same
Love remains the same | | |
| don't know what to say
what goes around comes back around
someday when its the time for your failure
i will cross my hands and laugh so hard, and i will say to you " YOU DESERVE IT "
i don't know why all the posts throughout the year are all sad or unhappy post
i admit that i grow, but the process is so damn hard
i wanna back home, now
book my flight tmr, and fly back home, to the place where i like
to the place where my friends are around me
my family is around me
life is awesome and at the same time is a shit this year
i just wish it past ASAP | | |
| i am having a day from hell, i can't tell you how bad my day is right now
why do we need to be alienated like a robot ?
with a smile on your face, while you dont want to ?
power means sth A used to do to B, but B doesn't like it
thank you for using your power to make me smile like a robot
i think i am done with this job
will you quit your job if you are working unhappy everyday ?
self denial, you deny yourself that you don't like this place, you deny yourself denying that you hate this place
so i just keep telling myself that i love this place i love my job
i won't give up no metter what, its only 19 more days to go
and i believe that after 19 days i will feel like release from some kind of torture
i just want to say thank you for making my life miserable
AND I AM A HUMAN BEING
which means human beings have feelings, which we are different from all the other kind of animals in the world, we feel angry, sad, unhappy, upset, happy
i feel like i hv a mental illness, i am tired and exhausted both mentally and physically
i dont know how to express my feeling
i think i need a psychiatrist OR i need to leave this place
everyone say that this is how a job should be, and everywhere is like this
but the point is, everywhere and every job is like this, doesnt mean that this is right !
people don't fight for the things that is unequal or unfair with you doesn't mean that is right !!
why do people don't fight for what they want ?
the main reason is, they don't want to get into trouble and got fired
so they choose to be quiet, that's a coward way, i know
but this is the fact, everyone is doing this right now
shut their mouth up and working their arse off with tonnsss of complains
as a sociology student i am shame of myself
i dont have the courage to step up and talk
i have a mouth but speechless
i am writing this to express what i feel, in the first time in my life, i like writing more than speaking
i think i should write a thesis or paper about the job of being a camp counselor
like what i did before , being a sales in sogo haha
p.s. i posted a note in facbeook about power, i do wish people will take some of the soci courses or read some books about sociology, it will open your eyes to see the world in a different way
THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE FIGHTING FOR THE WRONG THINGS , they don't know this is not what they want, they just keep fighting for it, think before you fight | | |
| i cannot believe that i havent been writing in xanga for sucha long time
i think facebook rules the world now, everyone just remember facebook and forget about xanga ( as i do :P )
tonite i have a sudden feeling tht i have to drop by in xanga and write sth
so here i am , hhaha
i read the notes that i wrote almost a year ago, how much i love hawaii and how much i love to come and work here
i am kinda lost and frustrated recently, i keep doubting myself , i dont know if this is worth to do it
but, the thing is, i try my best and i wont regret , at least i tried and stay positive
the whole program have gone to the end , well, almost the end, still have another month to go, i learnt a lot
personal growth, more mature, and i can deal with the problem by myself
there are quite a lot of things which make me feel sad and unhappy all the time, still those are a nice experience
a nice experience to work with people from diff countries and diff culture background
a nice experience to deal with my own emotional problem
a nice experience to deal with the trouble bosses and foreigners
a nice experience to learn how to forgive and to be mean but at the same time to love yourself
though all these experiences made me cry a lot, but i growth by that, to be a tougher girl
now its only a month left, i will show everyone howz my changes when i get bck to hk
(not only look more tanned like a filipino :P) but how i deal with my problems
see you guys in June :) , i cant tell how much i love you guys (my frd)
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